{"id":9252,"date":"2026-05-04T16:29:19","date_gmt":"2026-05-04T16:29:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/?p=9252"},"modified":"2026-05-05T06:52:13","modified_gmt":"2026-05-05T06:52:13","slug":"closed-shutters","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/?p=9252","title":{"rendered":"closed shutters"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>from both sides now*, I&#8217;ve looked at love.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-9d6595d7 wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>sie war v\u00f6llig ersch\u00f6pft. er nahm und trug sie, legte sie zwischen die kissen, auf das duvet, sie fl\u00fcsterte mit halb geschlossenen augen und er summte, sie l\u00e4chelte und er verstummte, k\u00fcsste ihre h\u00e4nde, zog die wollene decke sorgf\u00e4ltig \u00fcber sie, ich vermisse dich wenn du schl\u00e4fst, sagte er unh\u00f6rbar leise, ich vermisse dich, wenn ich schlafe, ich vermisse dich, wenn ich ohne gedanken an dich, in die tage mich von dir verabschieden muss, auf dir vor gl\u00fcck zergehe, durch die n\u00e4chte zu dir zur\u00fcckkehre, in deinen tr\u00e4ume wandere, hand in hand, ich vermisse dich, wenn ich deinen duftenden, bl\u00fchenden garten betrete.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\">\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Fred Hersch - Both Sides Now (Joni Mitchell)\" width=\"620\" height=\"349\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/fOQ39JBHii8?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>bin totengleich noch auf der suche nach dir, geliebte, mein.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>*Joni Mitchell, both sides now, 2000, warner<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>from both sides now*, I&#8217;ve looked at love. sie war v\u00f6llig ersch\u00f6pft. er nahm und trug sie, legte sie zwischen die kissen, auf das duvet, sie fl\u00fcsterte mit&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,10,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9252","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-people","category-texte","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9252","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9252"}],"version-history":[{"count":12,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9252\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9272,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9252\/revisions\/9272"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9252"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9252"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9252"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}