{"id":17141,"date":"2026-09-04T16:02:49","date_gmt":"2026-09-04T16:02:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/?p=17141"},"modified":"2026-09-05T17:15:50","modified_gmt":"2026-09-05T17:15:50","slug":"closer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/?p=17141","title":{"rendered":"closer"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>\ndon&#8217;t let your heart hold on too tight.* land, in dessen richtung das meer str\u00f6mt, Alaska, aleutisch, the tide, at Girdwood, 40 feet, bore tide waves rolling in, 12 feet high. du hast mich f\u00f6rmlich \u00fcberrollt, wie bitte, ja, dann auf&#8217;s land geschmissen, komme mir vor wie ein fisch, der an land noch zappelt, das meer in sichtweite, und daf\u00fcr soll ich etwa verantwortlich sein, quatsch, verantwortung hat in dieser metapher nichts verloren, sie beschreibt nur den vorgang, das ph\u00e4nomen, haha, und ich dachte schon, ich h\u00e4tte dich am haken, haha, sch\u00f6n w\u00e4r&#8217;s, ich beim hochsee angeln, einen tuna oder merlin, eine fette beute, an meiner angel, aha, den muss man auch an bord hieven k\u00f6nnen, liebes, sonst, siehe Hemmingway, haha, die haie, du wei\u00dft, \n\n\n<p>* Aaron Z\n\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-4-3 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Alaskan Suite: Ascent\" width=\"620\" height=\"465\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/tGohb9rNk04?list=PLYpt19lhg6BmWKpiKosu96r5r9O0RDQg8\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>don&#8217;t let your heart hold on too tight.* land, in dessen richtung das meer str\u00f6mt, Alaska, aleutisch, the tide, at Girdwood, 40 feet, bore tide waves rolling in,&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-17141","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17141","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=17141"}],"version-history":[{"count":35,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17141\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":17189,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17141\/revisions\/17189"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=17141"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=17141"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=17141"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}