{"id":13914,"date":"2026-07-22T12:44:42","date_gmt":"2026-07-22T12:44:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/?p=13914"},"modified":"2026-07-22T13:33:56","modified_gmt":"2026-07-22T13:33:56","slug":"pick-your-fights","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/?p=13914","title":{"rendered":"pick your fights"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>ich k\u00e4mpfe mit mir selbst, um mich, um den entwurf meiner selbst, exploration und extrapolation, die bestimmung dessen was ist und dessen was erreichbar scheint, oder auch dar\u00fcber hinaus geht, die idee von mir, eidos. wie eine gotische kathedrale, haha, die stabilisierenden streben au\u00dfen, innen mein altar, alles vom lichte erf\u00fcllt, so gro\u00df, so wenige dinge und menschen darin versammelt, in meinem herzen.  oder ist es eine nu\u00dfschale, auf brausenden gew\u00e4ssern, wilden str\u00f6men, unbekannten meeren, meine kleine arche, die dahin treibt, die d\u00fcnung mir die sicht nimmt, manchmal, im regen ich sch\u00f6pfe, mit den l\u00f6chrigen schuhen, um nicht unter zu gehen, die sonne mich trocknet, von der gischt das salz auf meiner haut funkelt, die n\u00e4chte sich senken auf mich, wie weiche daunen, ich den geschichten der sternbilder lausche, in den nachtwachen bete, und manchmal baden gehe. wohl beides. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Andr\u00e1s Schiff - Bach. French Suite No.1 in D minor  BWV812\" width=\"620\" height=\"349\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/aTnN5rPpdwE?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">omg, die franz\u00f6sischen, meine gro\u00dfe liebe<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>ich k\u00e4mpfe mit mir selbst, um mich, um den entwurf meiner selbst, exploration und extrapolation, die bestimmung dessen was ist und dessen was erreichbar scheint, oder auch dar\u00fcber&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13914","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13914","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13914"}],"version-history":[{"count":20,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13914\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13939,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13914\/revisions\/13939"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13914"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13914"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13914"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}