{"id":12296,"date":"2026-06-29T09:11:37","date_gmt":"2026-06-29T09:11:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/?p=12296"},"modified":"2026-06-29T10:11:16","modified_gmt":"2026-06-29T10:11:16","slug":"51-tage","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/?p=12296","title":{"rendered":"51 tage"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>drei tage ohne dich, kaum auszuhalten, zehn tage ohne dich, martyrium, 17 mal drei tage, der sichere tod, haha, hier kommt keiner lebend raus, ich bin schon halb drau\u00dfen, bei mir kommt es darauf nicht mehr an, fin de partie, fatum, alles f\u00fcgung nun, selbst die hosen ohne ohne eingriff, ich ohne zugriff, kyrie eleison, die tage verstreichen als t\u00e4gliche pr\u00fcfung, the only happiness, to persue, no pursue of happiness, das gl\u00fcck l\u00e4sst mich unfertig hier liegen, fertig sind alleine die hoffnungen, die ich abstreife wie die schlange ihre h\u00e4ute, letzte meta morphose, hin zu meinem sch\u00f6nsten kleid, ganz in wei\u00df, f\u00fcr meinen letzten termin, die letzte verabredung, ich werde abgeholt, schon gebucht.<\/p>\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-4-3 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Bruce Hornsby &amp; The Range - Across The River (Official Video)\" width=\"620\" height=\"465\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/fmIJ-q9uCq0?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">the river<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>drei tage ohne dich, kaum auszuhalten, zehn tage ohne dich, martyrium, 17 mal drei tage, der sichere tod, haha, hier kommt keiner lebend raus, ich bin schon halb&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12296","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12296","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12296"}],"version-history":[{"count":13,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12296\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12311,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12296\/revisions\/12311"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12296"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12296"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12296"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}