{"id":12176,"date":"2026-06-27T23:51:55","date_gmt":"2026-06-27T23:51:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/?p=12176"},"modified":"2026-06-28T00:52:57","modified_gmt":"2026-06-28T00:52:57","slug":"back-up","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/?p=12176","title":{"rendered":"back up"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>im dunkeln sitze ich hier, und wei\u00df nicht wo, das bett nicht weit, I walked in the sun tonight, the only sun I know, sie scheint tags und in der nacht. die hunde kl\u00e4ffen da dr\u00fcben, was sollten sie auch anderes tun, I live in the south of town, was sollte ich denn anderes tun, als hier zu sitzen, wie die hunde, mir hat niemand etwas versprochen, wie die hunde, f\u00fchle ich mich, kann das bein kaum mehr heben, pisse an die ecken, mit letzter kraft, rieche noch die f\u00e4hrten, die ich einst hinterlie\u00df, um die h\u00e4user ging, jetzt, wo der mond, mein freund ist, ich den wolf imitiere, in seinem geheul, wenn er seine bahn zieht, wei\u00df ich, wie stolz ich einst war, ich dir vielleicht gefallen h\u00e4tte, in meinem pelz, die starken z\u00e4hne, die ich einst besa\u00df, die rute, die sanften pfoten, die starken krallen, das erhobene haupt, deine witterung aufnehmend, dir meine beute zu f\u00fc\u00dfen legend, meiner alpha w\u00f6lfin, dich zu besteigen, wohl wissend um deine gunst, alles zu tun, f\u00fcr dich, die ich liebe.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>im dunkeln sitze ich hier, und wei\u00df nicht wo, das bett nicht weit, I walked in the sun tonight, the only sun I know, sie scheint tags und&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12176","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12176","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12176"}],"version-history":[{"count":16,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12176\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12193,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12176\/revisions\/12193"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12176"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12176"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12176"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}