{"id":10594,"date":"2026-06-05T19:21:17","date_gmt":"2026-06-05T19:21:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/?p=10594"},"modified":"2026-06-06T07:24:38","modified_gmt":"2026-06-06T07:24:38","slug":"the-end-my-cold-friend","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/?p=10594","title":{"rendered":"my friend, beloved"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>my habibi, you gotta move, move your pretty arse, shake yer bootie, for me, come back, to me, make me smile again, let me drink your youth, beloved, let me pet your sweetest face, kiss me, on my longings, for you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Gino Vannelli - People Gotta Move (Live)\" width=\"620\" height=\"349\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/y-9d3gDR0bw?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>\nsonst werde ich allen erz\u00e4hlen, was du mir angetan hast, de profundis*, auch wenn ich daf\u00fcr in den knast komme. wie du mein vertrauen missbraucht hast, meinen hund vergiftet, meine haush\u00e4lterin gev\u00f6gelt, mir geld gestohlen, meine schecks mit o.sowild unterzeichnet hast, mich abkassiert hast, l\u00fcgen \u00fcber mich verbreitet und mich als poet der seichten momente des lebens verunglimpft hast. du scheusal, komm zur\u00fcck zu mir, sternengleich deine augen, dein antlitz, golden, du hast mich verlassen, wenn ich dadurch nicht sterbe, dann nie. dein, immer dein, Oscar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>*O. Wilde, De Profundis<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>my habibi, you gotta move, move your pretty arse, shake yer bootie, for me, come back, to me, make me smile again, let me drink your youth, beloved,&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10594","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10594","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10594"}],"version-history":[{"count":23,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10594\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10630,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10594\/revisions\/10630"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10594"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10594"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alanrolsky.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10594"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}